I am writing this post today. Not because of any specific reason, but just to express myself and what I truly feel sometimes.
Being human it’s true every one of you go through hardships, troublesome time, confused, do something which you don’t want to do but eventually have to do because there is no other go, may it be for your good or bad, completely pressurised and won’t understand how will you ever be able to look up and face the world around you.
Just because of this reason that you are surrounded with so many people around you. It’s natural to hold yourself back and make yourself strong enough that you appear all rock solid, emotionally stable and strong human in front of everyone and also you tend to prove it to yourself. True. Undoubtedly, you must get strong to face the world around you.
But, amidst of all this there comes a time when you feel deep down within you that all you want to do once is TO CRY OUT LOUD.
You know, it’s really very difficult to actually cry your heart out when your surrounded with so many people who care about you, who can’t see you break down like that and that’s why you stand up again and cry within yourself in the closet of your own self, without letting anyone know that you actually did cry out some-night, some-day or whenever possible.
But, doing this will burden your heart more and more. As days pass by, you will seem to be rock solid in front of everyone except for the one person and that one person is YOU who knows that even you want to cry yourself out and lighten yourself.
Trust me when I say this, when you really make some time for yourself and spend some time alone and rethink, relieve yourself from such heartaches by crying yourself out is when you actually feel much much better.
I wish, I could do that too sometime soon. You should also try this out and maybe then you may feel much much better before crying your heart out.
To all the brave hearts out there, who are staying strong for themselves, their family, their close ones, their friends or be it for anyone you love.
Honest opinion. Not being judgemental. But trying to be practical. 🙂